This last week the Lord has really been speaking to me about really truly being in His will for my life. It's so true the God's timing is not ours. I don't know when of if he has a child planned for us but I have to be prepared either way. Over the last few weeks I have felt "less of a woman" because I am not a mom. One of my biggest depressed days was this past Wednesday. I woke up in a fog and not really wanting to be near anyone or do anything. Wednesday morning when I walked into work I was given a special project that I had to get done. So I sat at my desk at work and popped on my ear buds and turned it to our local Christian Radio station. Around 10:00 they took a break from the music playing and Focus on the Family came on. Guess what it was on? That's right it was on being a Virtuous Woman; the woman God wants us to be. One of the things that really tugged my heart is the lady on the radio said God has a purpose for every woman whether she is a wife, mother, or called to be single. We are to be the women God has planned for us to be. This really got me thinking because I am a wife and I have been putting David's needs aside and focusing on what I want and not being the wife I should be. I have not been the virtuous wife God had intended me to be towards David. So I made a decision to be happy with whatever path The Lord decides to give me because that is what He wants for me. I will be a much happier person by choosing to be happy in my life now instead of dwelling on what I do not have and start focusing on what God has blessed me with which is a wonderful Godly man that loves the Lord and that helps around the house (Truth be told he probably does more than me in this area). I have truly been blessed already and look forward to the blessing of the future. I have 2 of the most well be have dogs I could ever ask for.
Waiting for you :)
Saturday, March 9, 2013
The Lord at work
This last week the Lord has really been speaking to me about really truly being in His will for my life. It's so true the God's timing is not ours. I don't know when of if he has a child planned for us but I have to be prepared either way. Over the last few weeks I have felt "less of a woman" because I am not a mom. One of my biggest depressed days was this past Wednesday. I woke up in a fog and not really wanting to be near anyone or do anything. Wednesday morning when I walked into work I was given a special project that I had to get done. So I sat at my desk at work and popped on my ear buds and turned it to our local Christian Radio station. Around 10:00 they took a break from the music playing and Focus on the Family came on. Guess what it was on? That's right it was on being a Virtuous Woman; the woman God wants us to be. One of the things that really tugged my heart is the lady on the radio said God has a purpose for every woman whether she is a wife, mother, or called to be single. We are to be the women God has planned for us to be. This really got me thinking because I am a wife and I have been putting David's needs aside and focusing on what I want and not being the wife I should be. I have not been the virtuous wife God had intended me to be towards David. So I made a decision to be happy with whatever path The Lord decides to give me because that is what He wants for me. I will be a much happier person by choosing to be happy in my life now instead of dwelling on what I do not have and start focusing on what God has blessed me with which is a wonderful Godly man that loves the Lord and that helps around the house (Truth be told he probably does more than me in this area). I have truly been blessed already and look forward to the blessing of the future. I have 2 of the most well be have dogs I could ever ask for.
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Wow... something we all could learn from. Continuing to pray foy you. *love & hugs
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